[ they're both lonely people at their core but Paul is finding that Loki's equal desperation, lips crushing against lips, is something euphoric to him.
It's never been just Paul when Loki's around. There's a sense of belonging, a sense of mutual understanding brought on by isolation and abuse and God knows what else, because with Loki he's not lonely, and kissing Loki like this makes him feel wanted and loved in a way he can't verbally describe. From how Loki's clinging to his shirt, needy and insistent and how that leg hooks around him, Paul knows Loki feels the same way.
Paul shifts, angling his hips a little better, breaking the kiss only out if nessecity. He keeps the gloved hand on the side of Loki's face, soft despite how he begins to move in a hard, needy rhythm, biting back a moan. He needs to see Loki, needs to see every micro expression as Paul begins to slip out of that practiced control. Loki is tight, hot, perfect, and Paul's silent and stoic demeanor is already starting to slip. It's what Loki does to him, what he's always done. Paul can't just take a little of his partner. He has to take all of Loki. ]
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Date: 2023-09-15 02:17 pm (UTC)It's never been just Paul when Loki's around. There's a sense of belonging, a sense of mutual understanding brought on by isolation and abuse and God knows what else, because with Loki he's not lonely, and kissing Loki like this makes him feel wanted and loved in a way he can't verbally describe. From how Loki's clinging to his shirt, needy and insistent and how that leg hooks around him, Paul knows Loki feels the same way.
Paul shifts, angling his hips a little better, breaking the kiss only out if nessecity. He keeps the gloved hand on the side of Loki's face, soft despite how he begins to move in a hard, needy rhythm, biting back a moan. He needs to see Loki, needs to see every micro expression as Paul begins to slip out of that practiced control. Loki is tight, hot, perfect, and Paul's silent and stoic demeanor is already starting to slip. It's what Loki does to him, what he's always done. Paul can't just take a little of his partner. He has to take all of Loki. ]